Even though it has been a week since I have left St. Petersburg, my exchange semester already feels like a dream from which I had just woken up. I cannot believe that this chapter in my life is over. So much happened, but it all passed in a blink of an eye. Nevertheless, I hope that people who I met will stay in my life and lessons that I learned will come handy in my future. Firstly, I am glad that I found out personally that Russian people are kind, helpful and intelligent, but in their own way. They might not appear that way from the first glimpse, but approaching them is worth a try. I am very disappointed in myself regarding the language, as it was my number one reason for choosing Russia, but I was also not ready for the heavy workload coming from the University. Despite that, I am happy I tried my best, and I did have some real conversations in the local language once in a while. Also, due to two particular University courses at my host University, I discovered a new side in myself, and that is a priceless feeling. I am pretty serious right now about learning more in these fields and who knows – maybe begin my career path exactly in those. Finally, even though being five months away from my loved ones showed me how much I love and miss them, this exchange experience also reminded me of the insanely amazing feeling that one can have when abroad. I do not think it has stopped me in any way, rather than encouraged me to explore this world even more.
| After the ballet performance “Giselle” |
Before I left to Helsinki and shortly after, I did not post any news about my life in Petersburg. In this post, I will quickly share what happened during my last weeks. So, my two final exams took place on June 7 and June 9, which was long enough time to not worry about them and instead enjoy my time in Petersburg. On May 20, Raphaelle, Barbora and I went to a ballet performance “Giselle”, which took place in the old Mariinsky Theatre. It was the final performance for all three of us, and it was brilliant. I also remember the magical feeling afterwards, when we were going home. It was close to 11 pm, but it appeared like it is around 3 pm. The sky was light and pink, and mood after an excellent performance was so exalted that I almost got chills. In the same group, we also went to the Marble Palace on May 25. We were lucky to be there the same time when a world famous artist Hunt Slonem was opening his exhibition. There was a whole ceremony in his honour, with TV cameras and many special attendees.
| Artist Hunt Slonem |
Before I left Russia, I had to visit several other “must see” venues, which for one reason or other I had missed during my stay. I went to see the famous Russian cruiser “Aurora”, Faberge Museum and on my very last day – the Glavni Stab, which is another building that belongs to Hermitage museum. I went there alone, enjoying impressionist art for more than three hours. It was magnificent, and I recommend this place to everybody. Since the weather in Petersburg improved after Jonas left, I managed to spend a lot of time outside. One day in a group of girls, we went to Pavlovsk, which is located 30 kilometres south of St. Petersburg. It was a sweltering, but beautiful day and our trip was overall quite fun. Besides these events, I also had to attend several “goodbye” dinners. It was weird and sad, but I believe it is part of the experience. My favourite, however, was the one with Raphaelle, where just she and I went to the restaurant “Terrace” located on a rooftop with a stunning view over the city. During this dinner, we celebrated her birthday, our last evening in Petersburg and overall a successful exchange semester. I was so lucky with my roommate because she became my good friend from the very beginning and I sincerely hope that our friendship will continue forever.
| Final dinner with Raphaelle @Terrace |
After we had returned from Moscow, the weather was not that good, so most of my plans had to be cancelled. It was also time for me to prepare for the exams finally. Both exams went well, and later I learned that I scored B and A, which was more than I could ask for. I did not prepare that much as I usually would, which is maybe because I was ready for the summer break already. Also, the grading system in Russia is that 50% of my score I had already earned during the course, and in both cases, it was good enough for me to pass. From one exam I even left 15 minutes earlier, without properly checking it, simply because I did not care. I am not proud of it, but it is something that I had never done before. Russia changed me, and I like it.
As the final note, I would like to mention my big drama that was killing my nerves for more than a week. Maybe also this has to do something with the fact that I did not care about my exams as much, as my mind was somewhere else. So, I went to the main lady at the dorms to ask for my final bill. I requested the bill to be until June 11, as it was the day when I left to Helsinki. I planned to leave my luggage at the dorms and on June 14 when I return from Helsinki, just to pick it up and go directly to the bus to Riga. For God knows what reason, I mentioned this to the lady. Without a hesitation, she began shouting at me like a crazy person. She said that it is not possible and that I have to pay until June 14. I said that I wouldn't do that because I am not occupying any bed and I know several people that have done it before without any problems. We finished the argument with her making the bill for me until June 11 and me promising that I will move all my things by then. I thought that she is just irrational and I will have no problems, but when I start talking with my friends, I realised that I might be wrong. It turned out that when you deliver back all your bed sheets, you receive a special paper that you need to give to the security man downstairs for him to open doors for me and my things. This is because they have no electronic system in place that could help control those individuals who leave without paying. Now in the month of June, they are suspicious of everybody who seems like leaving with a bit bigger bag. Basically, for some reason, I was so scared that I will have problems that I could not stop thinking about it. I could not stop annoying Raphaelle and only thanks to her, I could calm down. This was one of those weird feelings where with my head I could clearly understand that everything is going to be alright, but with my guts no. Of course, everything ended without even a question, and all my stress was for absolutely nothing.
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| Before the bus |
On my final day, however, I could not stop stressing about my luggage even after leaving the dorms. I had so much stuff that I could not even imagine what could I have done if I would leave by the plane. My big luggage weighed around 30 kg, my small one around 15 kg and then I had a backpack, handbag and several small plastic bags in my hands, while several coats on me. Fortunately, Raphaelle helped me to get to the bus station, where I almost missed the bus. It was so stressful. The bus driver did not say anything, but his look was suspicious. Thankfully, he allowed me to take all my things without an extra payment, and we left the station on time. I hoped that this is it and now I would be able to sleep and chill for the next 11 hours until I get home. Wrong! I had to get out of the bus two times with ALL my things on the Estonian and Russian borders. Nobody helped me, and I still have no idea how I managed to move forward with everything that I had. It was a nightmare. When I returned to the bus, I looked like I had just come out of a shower. I never want to go through something like this again.
That is it. This was my last post. One more chapter is closed in my life, and I am getting ready to open the next one. I will start a new blog about my adventures as an intern in Google very soon.
Bye!






